Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish/hope a lot of things...here are some of them:

-I sometimes wish that I could let the things that haunt me from my past go...
-I sometimes wish that I was a better or nicer person.
-Sometimes I wish that I was not such a guarded person..and I can just break the wall down and truely let people get to know me.
-Sometimes I wish I was closer with people, siblings, cousins.
-Sometimes I wish I could get over my fears, and allow myself to ignore some reservations I have.
-I wish sometimes that I was smarter.
-Sometimes I wish I had more of a filter..so I dont offend people when I don't mean too.
-Sometimes I wish I could let people know just how much I do appreciate them...before it's too late.
-Sometimes I wish I could fly...only because it sounds way cool.
-Sometimes I wish that I would do a better job keeping in touch with people.
-Sometimes I wish that at times that I wouldnt let people use me or walk all over me as much.

See I wasn't kidding... I have a lot of "sometimes."