Frustration

Man oh man...frustration is the sole adjective to describe everything right now. My frustration ranges from being bored due to the lack of subbing/tutoring and being stuck in the house by myself for days at a time, to not having enough time to accomplish everything I want too before I go out East for a while, to the Steelers actually losing to the worst teams in the NFL (Raiders, Browns, Chiefs)..to basically a lot of things. I am just constantly frustrated, disappointed, and filled with dread. I feel like the past few weeks have just been downright terrible...and I'm ready for the terribleness to end. I feel like I am NEVER going to get a job and that is just the worst feeling ever..and I find it really hard to be happy for others when things are go right for them. This makes me feel terrible...truly terrible..because I have never had trouble being happy for people in the past...and I hope I can just get over it and be happy for my friends again. They have such new and exciting things going for them...and I have nothing going for me...same old story. I'll just have to pray about it and hope for the best. On another note...how about the Tiger Woods scandal? I believe the mistress count is now up to 11, how did his wife totally not pick up on that. I'm convinced she knew the whole time...cause seriously..Tiger was not at all smooth. It's just really disappointing anyhow though cause I actually believed he was a good guy. It's digusting and I can't believe he cheated with sooo many people....I guess he never stopped to take a look at his own wife..cause umm...she's beautiful!! Anyhow...I'm about to enjoy a delightful end to my terrible terrible week by hanging with the greatest people on this part of the state. Chocolateworld here I come!! :-)